As gay as this sounds I’m going to miss my boyfriend this next week. He’s gone to download and I’m so jealous. Haven’t been apart from him for more than 24 hours in 5 months so a whole week shall be stange. On the plus side of him leaving me to listen to some of the best bands ever and get absolutely mortal, i get my next tattoo in 2 days and finally get chance to finish my college work. How life has changed in the last few months.
Since I’ve turned 18 everything has changed for the better. Finally sorting out my fucked up body so I may be able to have children when Im older after all. Not spoken to my father in over 4months and its made me realise that I don’t miss him one bit. Lucas has come into my life and he’s the most amazing boyfriend I could ever dream of. Sophie my beautiful best friend is still the most important person in my life and without her fuck knows where I would be. Was supposed to be going to tenerife for a month with a girl who I used to call a friend but chose not to go even though I paid for it. Hey, thats how life goes. Everything has fallen into place.
So I go to Tenerife in a month for a month with my friend. I’m not excited one bit and to be honest I don’t really want to go. It’s funny how you can be so close to someone and make plans for the future and when it comes to actually doing those plans you hardly speak to the person anymore.
Life is just looking great right now. Dad fucked off again which Im funnily not bothered about anymore. I have the best friends. I have someone who makes me smile. IM SEEING EMELI SANDE ONE MONTH TODAY. Being 18 is so eventful. I have a month in Tenerife to look forward to in 2months. More tattoos on the way. College looking good. Everything is just fine and dandy.